At home with the Fam

I am sitting here with the fam. Havent blogged in a while figured I would do that. Nothing much has really been going on here. Kinda boring actually! LOL! Ky is still trying to figureout how one foot goes in front of the other. He eats ALOT!!! Like any time u have food he has to have something. He is a chunky butt. Kaytie will be getting signed up for pre k April the 2nd. She is so excited! I on the other hand am sad my babt is growing up :o(! It has done nothing but rain all week and I do not like the rain. Hmmmmmm Lets see I have a bday party and babyshower on the same day so I have to manage time well. LOL! Oh and today is the LAST DAY OF SPRING BREAK!!! YAY!! I will have a little piece of my sanity.

Gloomy gloomy day :o(

Today is such a gloomy day. We are stuck inside. It is suppose to rain all day today. *sigh* So today is the endless mommy tina mommy tina that I hear when the kids get bored. Because as we all know when kids are bored they do what????? yep pick on each other!!! UGH!!! I am off to feed the hethens!!! LOL

Yesterday was fun

Yesterday was awesome. It was a pretty day. I opened the front door and the windows. Sent the big kids outside and Kyler and I had an afternoon to ourselves without hearing.... "mommy jay hit me" Tina, Kaytlee took my toy."
Oh how nuts they drive me when they are cooped up inside with me. Well this was my post for yesterday. next is what today consist of.

MoNkEy!!!

Kyler has now started climbing on the coffee table!!! AHHHHHHHHHH! We are planning on going to the park tomm. I am going to have my dads girlfriend grandson come with us. Even if we dont go to the park I am gonna have him over for a playdate with Jay and Kaytlee. Hopefully we can get some pics tomm!!

Guess what!?!?!?!?

Tommorrow starts spring break. So I will have all three kiddos! AHHHHHHHHHH! I am gonna need a serious night out after this. LOL! Today we are just relaxing. Well everyone but mommy. I have to clean some more. But I have to wait on my hubby to go get me some more cleaning stuff.

My Memaw

I figured I would post a picture of me and my memaw from Christmas. Just to let everyone see her. That is my pa with her. He took such good care of her before and after she was sick. My whole family surrounded around her her last few weeks. We didnt want her to be alone at all. She passed with all of them around her a few of us were on our way there but didnt make it but she knew we were trying. She was the best memaw ever. I could call her and talk to her anytime I needed her. She was very sick in this picture but its the only one I have that is recent. I love you memaw. RIP Thelma Lynch Sevier. Born May 9, 1983 Died February 18, 2009.

FuN WiTh PaPa SaM!!!

Today the kiddos had a visit with papa Sam! They wrestled him for a good long while. Still waiting for Ky to take his second nap but hey maybe I will get lucky and he will sleep longer if he doesn't. Ky is now getting his 7Th tooth and has been clingy. He is cruising all around the living room. He got mad and threw a fit that I wouldn't walk him around the living room. Kaytlee has been a doll today. She told me earlier that she wanted to talk to her me maw sevier. All I could say is me too. How do I explain to a 3yr old that she cant talk to her anymore? *shrug* I have no idea. Here are a few pics from today.

My kiddos!!

My kids are crazy I tell you crazy!!! Kyler loves to climb the stairs and eat my camera and Kaytie would only let me take one picture because her shows on!! LOL Here they are.

My momma (rip)

OK so some of you may think this is selfish so if you don't like the way it is going STOP READING!

I was only 8yrs old when my momma took her life. It was on New Years Eve. I was staying with a friend it was the 1st time I ever got to bring in the new year. It did not go how I expected it to go at all. My friend and I were in her room jumping on the bed watching a new yrs eve countdown. When we hear lots of sirens a few minutes later a knock at the door. You know that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach that something isn't right. Well that hit me. There stood the preacher of my church. Followed by my sister and brother in law. They sit me down and begin this talk with me. My preacher had went to check on my momma and noticed the lights were on but she was gone. He asked a neighbor who said she took off on a walk. OK But why would she be out so late walking? Somewhere along the way we have found out she stopped at my godmothers and told her to tell us she loved us and that I needed to live with my dad. A call was placed to the police the person had found a body laying on the bank next to the river. My mother Beatrice Lee Eden Sevier took her life. She couldn't swim and went to the river and jumped in. Why in the world did my momma take her life? I don't know. I miss her so much. I have realized as I grow there are so many times I wish I could have picked up the phone and called her just to hear her voice. I don't remember her. Not her voice her smell nothing. She could have let me go stay with my dad if that's what she wanted. She could have decided I will let Kristina go to her dad but I will see her when I want to. No She took her life away. Now I am sitting her watching my children grow and realize how much my mom has missed in my life. 13 years she has missed! The birth of my first child, my wedding, and the birth of my second child. I would give anything to have my momma back. She has missed seeing how I have grown. How can a mother take her life and miss out on her child's life? I know that may sound selfish but I HAVE nothing that I remember from her. No memories what so ever!!! It sucks to see my sister in law treat her momma like shit! I would give anything to have stupid arguments with my mother as long as she was here. Here with me and my family. She will never know what a wonderful husband and father Vince is or how Kaytlee has this attitude that I would love to string her by the toes at times. or Kyler and his mischievous grin that says momma I am about to do something I know I am not suppose to. I have learned from all this that I WANT to be here for everything in my children's life. I want to be the mom that helps with school trips and holds sleepovers and car pools to take the kids skating. EVERYTHING!!! Big and small.